In this series of images, I document two hikes where I take refuge in sleep, wrapped in a bed sheet along the way, seeking peace and relief from my chronic nerve pain. Sleep, in its most unconscious form, offers a temporary escape from pain—a form of relief that can only be found when we let go of our conscious awareness. I wish to share this state of unconsciousness with the public: a display of vulnerability that opens up questions about the intersection of sleep, safety, and healing.

The blankets I sleep in, the colors I dream in, and the mess surrounding me all reflect the rawness of this vulnerability. This series invites the viewer to reflect upon where we find solace in sleep, what makes us feel safe, and how we can navigate the spaces where pain subsides. How do we blend the lines between unconsciousness and consciousness? Can we find peace in these moments of release and vulnerability, and how does this alter our perception of the world around us?

The images also explore the idea of merging with the land—the sense of becoming one with nature in search of safety and comfort. As I rest in the woods, I reflect upon the motherly energy of the trees, the deep roots that ground us, the rough bark that offers protection, and the leaves that invite us to witness beauty. In these moments, I become part of the ecosystem, a quiet dialogue between body and earth. Through this blending, I find a deeper connection to the land, and in turn, a deeper connection to myself.

This series also examines the imbalance between work and life, the constant motion we endure, and the essential need for rest. By embracing vulnerability and surrendering to sleep, I seek to find harmony between rest and movement. These images are an invitation to reflect upon our relationship with rest, to understand its importance not just for physical relief, but as a crucial element in our mental, emotional, and spiritual balance.